Intuitive Abilities and education

At the age of 5, I was living with 3 entities who resided in my closet.  This wasn’t your typical “I’m afraid of the dark” scenario.  I was terrified of them at first and named these three spirits Dracula, Frankenstein and Bloody Mary.  In a way to quell my anxiety about their presence, I became friends with them.  My thought was, ‘Don’t let them know you’re afraid’.  That way, I was tricking them into thinking they were my “friends”.  I would lie awake at night for hours having conversations with them. 

As a kid, I would write ghost stories and draw “ghost maps” where I thought ghosts lived if I saw a house or place that gave me that feeling.  I would make it look like a treasure map and give them to my friends. 

As a teenager, I started making my own Ouija boards with notebook paper and a tape case as a planchet.  I was a cheerleader at the time, and my main question was “what will be the score of our game”.  At that time, I got an attachment from a spirit who called himself GT.  We used to take pictures, and there was a white blur next to me when we “summoned him”.  He would say possessive and sexual things to me through the Ouija board, and it started to really scare me.  I stopped doing this and would try my best to never tell the story, think of the letters GT or ever say his name aloud.  I have to admit, I am still a bit frightened by this spirit.

In my early 20’s I thought I was haunted or being visited by aliens.  It has been diagnosed as sleep paralysis, but I do believe that some of these dreams were visitations from spirits.  I would feel three strange entities watching me as I slept, right next to my bed.  It felt more real than waking life.  I also have had moments where I thought I was levitating off of my bed, and could see my body below me. 

I feel a lot from people.  The living, that is.  It becomes overwhelming and it can cause social anxiety.  I try to mask it, but I come home exhausted.  Recently, I have been trying to receive this as a good thing; to not be afraid that I am reading peoples thoughts and feelings.  It can be a wonderful thing to connect to the living, but it has taken me time and I still have my moments. 

In my videos in the media section, you can understand more about my intuitive journey that I have been told I am supposed to share with you, so I will.  Most recently I have discovered at a rapid pace that I also have mediumship abilities. I am learning how to navigate this world. My mother has also seen a full bodied apparition and shadow figures in my childhood home. I have a great-great grandmother who was labelled a witch because of her abilities. are these things passed down? i believe so. every type of investigator in the paranormal field is needed; skeptics that keep us grounded and have an easier time debunking information, researchers, techies (which i consider myself in this area as well, since I have been in radio for most of my adult life) and spiritual advisors.

formal education:

I have a bfa in theatre performance from southwest missouri state (now missouri state) a masters certificate in screenwriting and tv writing from missouri state, and two years of study at the school of metaphysics where I studied dream interpretation and a host of other metaphysical techniques.